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Unloved twists in life

Unloved twists in life

He and I
We're in schools
The same class, the same section
But never ever we conversed
We didn't know each other
But we're conscious of each other's presence
We spent two years together
Never waving at each other
We passed out from school and our paths changed
We met again through a common WhatsApp group
He asked my name and said "Hi"
I replied to him and inquired the same
But I knew that it was him
And two years later, we both admitted that
When we talked first we both discerned each other,
Still, we asked names
We laughed a lot that day
However in between two years
Enough has ensued between us
When we commenced conversing through WhatsApp
We became good friends
From not knowing each other
To knowing every slight detail about each other
We came a long way
From not talking to each other
To talking all day and night
We became best friends
We began convening
From coffee, chocolates to cartoons and emojis
From truth and dares to be truthful to each other
We shared a lot of memories
But as implied, time changes
And with time, everything changed
Our conversations get limited
And the bonding that we shared
distorted
Or it appears to changed
I felt so deluded
And I evolved to be more susceptible over the slightest quirks
I speculate this is what ensues
When things are not similar anymore
Yet somehow we inclined to stay good friends
With that came his birthday
I intended so much for him
He meant a lot to me
Our bond was special- for me
I want to make him smile and to feel special that day
As he was for me
I waited 3-4 hours that day
But he didn't arrive
Little did I knew he was with someone else
-yes with a girl
I didn't denounce him for that
I just asked him where was he
My heart wants him to utter the truth
But as expected he told me a lie
Lie- the thing I hate the most on this earth
He then asked me why have I done this much on his birthday?
Someone never did this much for him so why did I?
Do you have feelings for me?
The one question that changed so much in my life
I felt miserable
For whom I've done this much?
A person who is special for me
But I'm not for him
Yet that doesn't mean that being special is all about love and feelings
I loved him and cared for him
As my best friend
Nothing more than that
Ever came in my sanity
Then how did he even imagine?
From that day
That special bond of ours relinquished
And nothing resides the same
Later I ceased talking to him
As there isn't any reason left
I ended up with trust issues
From that day
I never allowed someone to be that close to me
I quit making BEST FRIENDS
From stranger
To best friends
To strangers again
We've seen so much
In a year
But the story isn't end
After a year of segregation
We met again
Through a common friend
And he confessed
That he didn't mean any of that what occurred
It happened all because of his misconceptions
We unraveled our suspicions and skepticism
We began communicating again
But somewhere something appears to be missing
Maybe that bond which we've shared for a long time
However, a thing shattered cannot be the same all over again
Some scars and wounds will always be there
We are now friends again
This time with no commitments and tag of the special bond
Just normal friends
Maybe more than that
And maybe this time our friendship will make a long way
Just like we came a long way
From strangers to best friends
To strangers and then friends
Maybe not everyone attains the last one again
Relationships that are meant to be long-lasting,
Procures its path, one way or the other.
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