Why do you always affect and restrain me? At times when I really want to share my feelings with others, you always pull my legs and stitch my lips.
Do you think you are doing good to me this way?
I’m afraid, you are not. This often leads me to overthink situations negatively and that eventually makes me more terrible and upset.
I know that sharing about problems gives a better solution to it. But it’s really difficult to do so and every time, I’m left entangled with my own thoughts and untangling it all by myself takes a hell lot of time and struggle. This always keeps me in a bad mood and a sort of depressed.
I know you care about me being hurt after exposing my soft side, as people here in this world are expertise in it.
But, this time you don’t worry. I have learned through experience to see the real faces of people. And believe me, I have walked ahead and have gathered the best people around me who literally care about me as you do. And every time I fake a smile, hiding my innumerable thoughts and agony, I feel like I’m pushing them a bit away. And if I lose them one day, I can never try again to walk out of my solitude.
At least now you can be a little less possessive about me. Stop giving the feeling of being insecure and let me off to enjoy the brighter side. I assure you that I will keep up to your expectations.
And thank you for taking care of me in the worst days.
'Will be happy' soul.